EENY MEENY MINY MOE

27 January 2015
If there’s anybody ask about my love story with Mas Gepeng, they’ll find me like a start-walking baby a ka exciting! Yes, I am a happy and proud girlfriend that can have him as a partner and (bismillah) will be my loving-husband for eternity inshaa Allah. Semalam Mas Gepeng cerita bahwa atasannya di kantor bertanya mengenai hal yang sangat personal: kenapa kamu menikah? Dan kenapa Justin?. So predictably, it was the one of best story I’ve ever heard from him. Mas Gepeng ini bukan pria yang romantis sama sekali (boro-boro candle light dinner, minta kembang aja mesti ngambek dulu), dia juga bukan orang yang bisa dengan mudah membuat saya berbunga-bunga dengan kalimat atau kata-kata yang heart-melting-able. Ketika dia di ‘interview’ soal pertanyaan tadi, dia merasa terkejut karena ternyata his feeling is more than extra-ordinary, dan saat ia diceritakan kembali dengan gayanya yang ga romantis banget itu, I blossomed hehehe *cengengesan*

But you know what, after that hard-times of broken heart, when I just surrender about meet someone in future, me also denied that Mas Gepeng would be 'someone' in my life. Thought men always have bad anger and not so loving-arms that will snows me love, and I have no idea spent my life with someone. Lebay ya? Terus kalo ada yang nyebut soal Mas Gepeng yang bisa jadi sebenernya jodoh saya, I directly denied. Rasanya mustahil banget seorang yang udah tau jelek-jeleknya saya dan berteman bertahun-tahun bisa saling suka. Mustahil banget.

So what I’ve had been ask to God was like eeny meeny miny moe. I meant, give me anything and I will thank You (at least it doesn’t hurt me physically and mentally in a bite, please). I prayed details but miserable in the same way, I’m afraid that my requests was too much and I don’t really knew what I need exactly. I’m afraid for what I pray for, but all I can do just pray to God.

And God’s answer came like magical. He loves me so much than I could imagine. My denial hit me back! Hahaha. My eeny-meeny-miny-moe feels like OH I’VE BEEN PREPARED FOR A SURPRISE! Thanks God I continued my life with so many guardians brighten up my days. The power of surrender but still ask for hope it really works! Hehehehe. My oomph for have a better life is rising, my appetite, my creativity, my habits, my work-life, my proximity with family, all my life aspects was like ZIIING! God’s magical answer give me strength I never used to know, and Mas Gepeng is one of the greatest favour from Him.

Lalu saya pun terkejut dengan apa yang saya tulis di atas. Bercerita mengenai bagaimana ini terjadi selalu berhasil membuat saya jatuh cinta untuk sekian kalinya sama Mas Gepeng. Saya tau kita ini masih pacaran, masih banyak kemungkinan terjadi dan ketika kami berumah tangga nanti pun akan banyak juga hal yang mungkin terjadi. But my arms is no more eeny-meeny-miny-moe, no more give up, I have to know what I need and  fight for it. If I’m lost, I know God will never stay in silent.

I love you and I deadly can’t wait to be officially-yours, dear M.

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